Sick

It's more than a habit, I'm more than an addict
I'm parked here outside of your door
Know you, never lock it, got your keys, in my pocket
Lights all out, but I know for sure I am

Ten steps away from you, from you and him
Redemption, is that a sin?

I'd never run him over, I wouldn't want to dent my car
I'd never rip your throat out, cause that could leave a nasty scar
So I'm gonna go out, get drunk with my friends
Try to get myself out of this funk
I'd never screw my life up because of how sick you are

You walk by the river, as you start to shiver
Two headlights are following you
As he pulls you closer, my engine's ticking over
It's my choice to do what I do

Ten steps away from you, from you and him
Redemption, is that a sin?

I'd never run him over, I wouldn't want to dent my car
I'd never rip your throat out, cause that could leave a nasty scar
So I'm gonna go out, get drunk with my friends
Try to get myself out of this funk
I'd never screw my life up because of how sick you are

I'm talking about a split decision made in anger, you know
I'm talking something that could change my life forever
Is it worth it? No. (is it worth it) Is it worth it (worth it)? No
Should I stay here and watch the show?
Or maybe, it's time to go
I'd never run him over (run him over), I wouldn't want to dent my car
I'd never rip your throat out (rip your throat out), cause that could leave a nasty scar
So I'm gonna go out, get drunk with my friends
Try to get myself out of this funk (out of this, out of this)
I'd never screw my life up because of how sick you are